ya so thats pretty much waht im doing

my mom died on Sunday and im in the process of getting funeral arrangements together because im one of only 2 next of kin so its falling on her father and me to get everything ready ill be leaving for Maine on Tuesday.
while cant say i never loved my mother i did not really acknowledge her much because she realy wasn't there much for me it was always my father doing things for me. i hadnt spoken to my mother since my graduation so i kinda feel bad about not talking to her before she went.. but im sure most people are like that. if you knew someone important to you was going to die the next day you would want to say your words to them its the way these things work life is a never expecting experience where you have to take it a day at a time while hoping that this next turn you take wont be your last for some i say again unexpected reason.
while i don't have many fond memorys of my mother and most arnt happy at pest there are those time like always that i can recall having fun. i sapose its times like these that do that to you.

i may end up using this as part of my speech on Wednesday for the funeral

on some happyer notes i got my tablet today so i will be experimenting with that as time gose by

i went to a concert yesterday AFI and god damn that was awesome best show ive been to didn't help that there one of my favorite bands and finally getting to see them up close <like the first 3 rows> was fucking awesome i only wish i had had a better camera

i have found a new place to bind my story and it is much better than the last one i found AWESOME

projects i need to do to complete the story

i need a cover art of all my story's combined possibly... that would in cloud my first story, dark moon rising, a walk in darkness, and the end of all things <this title will change again because i dont like it>

story one still needs revision a name and some art work

dark moon rising my pride and joy story lol along with the end of all things need revision more so on dark moon as i revise as i wright the end now

i need to complete the end of all things its about 60 percent done i should also post some chapters because im still stuck in lab 5 here and that make me look bad as a wright because it was heavy influence from FMA one they finish lab 5 i come back to my own original work again because i was at writers block and i really didn't want to wright that part of my story

OMG i completely love how i have ended my story... ya i wroght the ending already but hell i put so much thought into it piecing together every puzzle or action that happened in my story i think you will all love it

i need a title for my first story and a new title for my last story

off the top of my head that all i got. for all you who follow my story's keep waiting ill post new chapters soon i promise

well ive been sick for the past few days but it think it finaly leavieng me i just have a cough now...

so i have been folowing some bands i like and there are quite a few albums comeing out soon

AFI crash love end of september

rammstien october

relient K october

sonata artica 22 september <obtained>

im just counting down days now not to metnion that dream theater releases an album recently

story wise i k know that i havent posted much im still working on spell checking i gave some one the senopsis of the ending of my story and she loved it she though tit was a great way to end it so it looks like thats the ending ill use when i get there

pics ... i have maybe 2 planed other than that not much on that area ive done to many big pics as of lately i need to take a brake

1. Are you ready for 50 questions?
no….

2. Which state/country do you live in?
virgina/USA

3. What is your favorite thing you got for Christmas?
-My Fiance~<3 (If you ment material thing that would be my wii! )

4. What was the last thing you did in 2007?
-shit I don’t know???

5. How tall are you?
-...5Feet 10inches. >:3

6. Are you new on dA? How long have you been a member?
-No, about 5 years with about 100 dev each year

7. Are you male or female?
hold on let me check …. Yup male

8. Which program do you use to chat: Windows Live Messenger, AIM, Yahoo?
-Yahoo I'm, aim

9. What was the first thing you did this morning?
-got up and went to work

10. Do you own a website or forum?
-I did once I tore it down tho

11. Is the computer you're using your own computer?
-Yes.

12. What is your favorite type of food?
-spaghetti

13. How many brothers and sisters do you have?
-1 younger brother and sister

14. Do you have an account on Myspace?
-I do but I haven't touched it in mouths

15. What is your favorite video game or anime character?
-that’s not fiar those are two different things…. Well anime it would easly be alucard…or heine
Video game character … richter amend from tales of syphonia 2

16. What is your favorite color?
-black on red.

17. Everyone loves candy, right?
-posibly I like a lot of Japanese candies

18. Have you ever gotten a gift art from a friend or someone?
No… I don’t have that many fans

19. Do you have the Wii?
-sure as hell do

20. (IF YES TO QUESTION 19.) What Wii games do you have?
-realy you want me to list these games…
Wii sports
Wiifit
red steel
house of the dead overkill
brawl
the conduit
GH 4 and 5
Ssx
Ghost squad
Manhunt 2
Resident evil 4
Twilight princess
Tales of syphonia 2

21. If you could have one wish, what would it be?
-for 10 more wishes

22. How long do you sleep?
-about 6 hrs on the week day and about 12-14 on the weekend
23. What is your favorite part of the day?
-night.

24. What kind of creature/person is your character?
-everything I'm not and everything I want to be

25. What is the first letter of your name?
c

26. Do you cuss/swear/curse?
-sure If needed, at the right moment or I'm mad.

27. Are you happy, excited, angry, or sad at the moment?
-can I go nuetral

28. What is your favorite video game?
…errrrrresident evil 4… man it fluctuates to much
29. Do you think Nintendo is an amazing company?
-yes thers a reason they have high sales and have always come out with the best…. Except for that virtual boy thingy

30. What is your favorite video game company?
-nintendo

31. Do you like doing quizzes?
-NNNNNNNNNOOOOO!!!!

32. Do you have a lot of good friends?
-somewhat

33. What color eyes do you have?
-brown

34. What is your favorite Pokémon?
-gastly farrow absol scarramy

35. Have you ever seen a house on fire?
-no ive see the end result tho.

36. What is your favorite book?
-house
37. Have you ever read a 100 paged book?
-sure
38. Are you a Christian?
-one tehn I reached the age of understanding and relsied it was a load of crap

39. Who do you like better: Mario or Sonic the hedgehog?
-screw sonic in hell shadow is the one

40. Do you like to do smilies?
-no

41. Do you like to be funny?
always but usaly fail but I do manage to nail it once in a while

42. What time is it right now in your time zone?
-7 31

43. Do you like to draw with a pencil or computer mouse?
-pencil

44. What kind of desktop do you use?
-toshiba

45. Have you ever beaten a video game? If yes, what game?
-don’t start most recently tales of syphonia 2 and the conduit

46. Do you have an action replay for some system/game?
-had a game shark for N64 once.

47. What is your favorite holiday?
-…newyears

48. What is your favorite letter?
-s

49. What is your favorite number?
-23

50. Now tag 3 of your friends!
Aw man... I dunno... *Stamps random people on list*

1: ~Hakadirune
2: =Sweettartskittles13
3: ~Aeskhari

jeff ill get to your tag in a lil bit after this when im not so buissy or slacking off aka when im in the mood lol

well at my base we had something called an exercise and i managed to leave all my art matearials behind and saddly i never got them back AND it rained that day so it probably wouldnt have mattered even if i did get tehm back. ya that was about 130 dollers worth of stuff gone that day

so now im on the look for some better markers im trying to advance my coloring i need to get aound to getting the pac fan mag cover done thats coming up in november but first i need new markers so ill be off untill i find new ones

yes my fiance came to viese for 2 weeks and that was awsome as hell went to the luray caverns about 3 hrs away and kings dominion theam parrk ... saw a few movies and hung out most of the time she cookded for me and failed brownies havnt figured out why yet now i have to use whats left over and make my fav biskits