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ya sooo...

jumping all around

Tue Oct 20, 2009, 3:20 PM
ya so thats pretty much waht im doing

my mom died on Sunday and im in the process of getting funeral arrangements together because im one of only 2 next of kin so its falling on her father and me to get everything ready ill be leaving for Maine on Tuesday.
while cant say i never loved my mother i did not really acknowledge her much because she realy wasn't there much for me it was always my father doing things for me. i hadnt spoken to my mother since my graduation so i kinda feel bad about not talking to her before she went.. but im sure most people are like that. if you knew someone important to you was going to die the next day you would want to say your words to them its the way these things work life is a never expecting experience where you have to take it a day at a time while hoping that this next turn you take wont be your last for some i say again unexpected reason.
while i don't have many fond memorys of my mother and most arnt happy at pest there are those time like always that i can recall having fun. i sapose its times like these that do that to you.

i may end up using this as part of my speech on Wednesday for the funeral

on some happyer notes i got my tablet today so i will be experimenting with that as time gose by

i went to a concert yesterday AFI and god damn that was awesome best show ive been to didn't help that there one of my favorite bands and finally getting to see them up close <like the first 3 rows> was fucking awesome i only wish i had had a better camera

  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: pussy - rammstein

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  • Current Residence: langely AFB
  • Interests: drawing, mangas, VG, and that one girl out there thats spechil to me
  • Favourite movie: hellsing ovas
  • Favourite band or musician: coheed and cambria + afi + taTu+nightwish
  • Favourite genre of music: alternitive and jrock german metal
  • Favourite artist: my gf michelle
  • Favourite poet or writer: askiheri, ted dekker
  • Favourite photographer: none
  • Favourite style of art: ??? WTF
  • Operating System: xp and milleniul vista
  • MP3 player of choice: sansa
  • Shell of choice: swat???
  • Wallpaper of choice: naaa
  • Skin of choice: uhhhh mine pail
  • Favourite game: anything metroid and star fox and ff 7 & 12
  • Favourite gaming platform: nintendo Wii
  • Favourite cartoon character: alucard - hellsing
  • Personal Quote: spread your wings and fly
  • Tools of the Trade: my left handed rickenbaker bass

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:iconladysayan:
thanks for the fav
:icondeathnote-xo:
Haha thanks for the fav!:heart:
:iconxunxue:
whoah! thanks for the fave :D
:iconmetalmario69:
Thanks for visitng!:D

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:icononi-tobi:
that was a fast favorite, thanx

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"Do everything for peace. Piss for peace, or smile for peace, or go to school for peace or don't go to school for peace. Whatever you do just do it for peace."
-John Lennon
:iconshadowofhalo:
while not a fan of the games i love the stuff people come up with becase the sprites are funny as hell, your wellcome

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if thou shalt presumith to flirt with spirits, then surly thou shalt join them
:iconblackimpulse:
thanks for the fav

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"He who fights with monsters might take care lest he thereby become a monster. And if you gaze for long into an abyss, the abyss gazes also into you." - Friedrich Nietzsche, Beyond Good and Evil, Aphorism 146
:iconshadowofhalo:
and thank you

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if thou shalt presumith to flirt with spirits, then surly thou shalt join them
:iconjouzee:
hey thank you so much for the fav!!!
I'm glad!! you have a great gallery! have a nice day ^3^b

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